There are two things I can think of to write about, tonight.
Advocacy for the differently-abled
The heavier topic, I’ll (largely) save for another post; I’m not sure I’m up to doing it, right now, especially with the sensitivity surrounding it (both for me and for others).
But that one essentially has to do with taking action against stigmatization, misunderstanding and fear; instead of stressing over being stigmatized, misunderstood, and feared. That is, instead of worrying about being put into a stigmatized category, work for the understanding and betterment of people who are already in that category. Once the stigma is allayed, the anxiety will be purposeless.
This has been spurred off by reading material on Accessibility while on the job (about one in five U.S. residents at any moment are dealing with a mental illness), and realizing that more people than anyone would like are too close to homelessness — a quick Google search turns up the statistic that one in three U.S. residents are one check away. On top of that — at least my own disability is hidden; my recently deceased family member’s was not. His death was preventable, and what led up to it is something I have heard related to me as “abuse.” But I’m going to try not to get into that, now.
Organizing collected art @*#&
The lighter topic, which just flashed through my mind, is my freakin’ need to inventory my art materials, tools, and supplies, because I have more than enough art supplies to do what I want to do, without buying much of anything more. The issue here is that I’ve had them for so long, that I’ve forgotten that I have them, or what I can do with them. And they’re mostly stashed away where I don’t look.
Case in point: a bunch of tiny linoleum blocks which I bought at the beginning of Summer, of which I’ve only carved into one. I had forgotten about them until I picked up a surprisingly heavy little box (not knowing what was in it), and found them inside.
I’ve already begun a small version of cataloging these things, in setting up an MS Excel file with all the paints I have (or had, in December 2016). That, in turn, was likely motivated by my experience with setting up a database for the
first second time in one of my Library classes. (The first time I set up a database was likely in 2007, using MS Access 2003, which I no longer…ironically, have access to.) The second time, we were using a Web-based service which, while simple, is apparently more powerful than Access. (?!) I’m not sure about that last one…but it simulated the functionality of an OPAC (Online Public Access Catalog).
I just took a moment to do some research on relational databases: apparently, what I’m thinking of doing, D says, will require months of set-up work. (Really?) M has said that companies hire out for that kind of work, which I had wanted to give a good shot. Well, anyway. I suppose I can learn it later if I really want to do it…
I was also told that it would be more useful to photograph what I had, where. My main concern was pulling together records of all my supplies in a central location, so that I could tell what I had, and from that gather ideas of what I could use it for, without digging through everything. There’s just so much stuff that it’s hard to know on what paper or in what book to put new drawings, for instance; where any given completed drawing is; or what media to use for any given idea.
I did make a crude but relatively interesting Cubist sketch the other day, trying to capture the idea of a specific kind of “lamp.” This was done with a (Faber-Castell) Pitt Big Brush pen, which…well, the tip was already blunted, so I didn’t feel too bad about pressing firmly on it. Different media require different approaches and have different ways of working with ease, which is why I’ve been trying to diversify.
Most markers have a limited shelf life: they dry out. This is a reason why I like Tombows (they last longer than most markers I’ve had — I really don’t think I’ve had to throw one out, yet). Staedtlers are relatively good, too — by that I mean the Mars Graphic 3000 Duo brush pens. The major issue I have with both are a lack of muted tones, and a suspicion that, like markers generally, they will be prone to fading.
Theoretically, though, both the Mars Graphic 3000 Duo pens and the Tombows are water-based and water-soluble, so they can be blended and drawn out with water. I just haven’t especially had the will to try it. However, that would probably be the most straightforward way to get muted tones. Tombows come in a great prismatic range; the Duo pens are, on the other hand, mostly sold in sets, these days. (They used to be sold in open stock…they’re really great pens, though — or, they used to be, when I purchased my three, years ago.)
Eh — maybe I should get back to large-format charcoal work and just have at it. 🙂
I guess there’s no reason not to…