I’m not totally sure that writing this at midnight is the best course of action, but I’ve just been going through my archives. I actually found a very significant pattern: the work that I had been doing which I find myself most drawn to, in the present, was work done using fineliners and watercolors (transparent ones). Only one had any kind of pencil work over it, and at least one had opaque white gel pen.
I’m relatively not drawn to most of my monochrome work, with the exception of a couple of studies done for a painting, a while back. Even work that I disliked at the time of creation so much that I didn’t present it, holds power for me, now. And now I am wondering about the other elements of the series I began in Spring 2016 which I did not complete. What would they look like, finished?
Now that Summer 2017’s semester is over, I have time to actually devote to art without worrying about keeping up a homework schedule in tandem. It’s not something I’m used to. And I do think that it will be short-lived.
Actually — now that I’ve checked — I only get a week and a half, off. Well. At least I’ve started the Bullet Journal — I’m hoping it will help me keep on top of assignments. It is also time to deal with collecting books and supplies…not the most fun thing, ever…and I’ve got to see what to do about my work schedule, though that will likely not be finalized until the end of the next pay period.
But holy ****, I will be entering the next phase of seeing where I want to fit in, in Information work! I’ve applied for a new position…and will have to figure out whether I want or need to take a class on Reference service because of it…otherwise…it’s kind of exciting, and kind of scary.
As long as I keep on top of my work, it shouldn’t be a problem, though…you know, there’s the stress of grades. And there’s the question of where to fit in my own interests, in between Library work and Library school, which together make up more than a 40-hour work week (or so I’ve been cautioned to expect).
It will be weird if I end up being a Library Assistant so soon…but I think I’m ready for it. It will just be kind of psychedelic to think I’ll be advancing on my chosen career path!
I really do still need to learn how to drive, though…and I need to figure out how to prioritize work, school, and caring for myself (which includes art). I do have so many interests, though, outside of the Library, that I’m …trying to figure out which to drop first, if it comes to it. The Japanese language practice has been lagging, as I’ve tried to get out of this Summer class with good grades. If I want to work in Hawaii, however, it would help to have at least a working knowledge of the language.
On the other hand, maybe that’s best learned, there. It’s a life goal of mine to learn this language, but on the other hand, I only have five more semesters in which to prepare myself for exiting Library school. And if I want to get another degree after that…if I want to stay in the program, as well — I need to keep my grades up.
I didn’t realize that I only had a week and a half! Is it even still as relevant to get art supplies, now?
What I will do (this may only be legible to me, apologies): I’ll replace/back up my Line Painters (I may want to see if any need replacement other than Snow — if not, Snow only costs about $3), replace my Gelly Roll pen, get a white Supracolor and maybe a couple of other colors (light ones?) to test at home. I’ll need to take in my waterbrush, a grey paper, a white paper, and a black paper, to see the quality of these. I’ll bypass the grayscale stuff, unless it’s really outstanding.
And I’ll get the black Line Makers, because they’re on sale at 6 for $14 — they could be useful for drawing on top of waxy media without clogging. That should be around $45, if I get the Line Painter set instead of just Snow — and around $32, otherwise. The latter feels very reasonable.
And I think I’m set. But I will need to get a few notebooks from the dollar store. I think I can reuse my folders from Spring semester, and just transfer the contents of those into manila folders. I have enough index cards. I don’t think I need any additional dividers or lined paper or pens or expanding files (yet)…just the notebooks.
Alright, I’ve got tomorrow planned…and, right, I need to email my counselor, as school is about to restart, and make a date to go down there. It wouldn’t hurt to set up communications with the person in charge of Graphic Design and Marketing, either. And I should let IT know about the issue messing up what I can see of the course sites…
…then just chill until the test on Tuesday.