Well, I’ve got a couple of assignments, down. I completed the last Discussion Post assigned for Intellectual Freedom (will there be another one? unsure — but at least I did what I could).
I was sitting around trying to figure out whether to write and what to write and where to write it, or if I should just go and draw/write in my art journal, when I realized that this would be a good opportunity to stop procrastinating and get some work done so that I can break the anxiety/avoidance cycle.
All procrastination really gives me is anxiety, and anxiety makes me want to hide, and hiding is detrimental to the goal of getting work done, which is detrimental to the goal of staying in the program, which is detrimental to the goal of having a stable career, which is detrimental to the goal of having leisure time for writing and art. (The work does have to be done, eventually; and while there is a place for self-care and nurturing, it cuts down on the total anxiety I feel dramatically when I get the work done earlier, rather than later.)
So there are several things left to do now, but the majority of them do not have to be done immediately. The exception is my Subject Guide for Diversity, which I have the parts for, but which I haven’t assembled, yet (largely due to being grossed out over the dirtiness of the library books). I have most of the day to work on it tomorrow; it is due the day after. But if I can turn it in early, that sounds like a better plan than delaying until the (absolute) last minute.
I can also work on my final group project…which majorly involves research (I have a date tomorrow night — by which time I’ll need to have done some work). In particular, analyzing web sites. Joy, right. (It would be more interesting if I didn’t have so many other demands.)
Then I can add in my Reflections on my Librarian Interview paper and turn it in early (it’s already nine pages!!!), plus get started on my Privacy paper (which is as yet, unstarted: due nine days from now).
As well, Discussion #3 and my course evaluations can be completed: the latter, at any time. After that, I just have to worry about my Competency paper and the final Quiz for my Database class. After everything’s submitted, I should archive it. Then — I think — I’ll be done. Of course, there will be more work thrown in there around my Database group, but if I stay on top of things, it won’t matter.
I do wish that I had been listening in on the “Help Sessions” for Diversity class…if I’d known they were either required or extremely useful, I would have been. But they were called “Help Sessions,” not “Lectures,” and I missed the data in the Syllabus. I don’t even know if I was expected to read the entire textbook; which, I might have known, if I were listening in on the “Help Sessions.” Something I can mention in my evaluation. However, I have learned a number of things, this semester:
- Read the Syllabus deeply and thoroughly at the beginning of the course!
- Don’t be afraid to include outside research in your answers, even if it is just a Discussion question. Cite your sources in the document — ALA format.
- When you’re responding to a question, don’t assume anyone will remember what the question is or was; as portfolio evidence, you don’t want to have to include the prompts as a separate file. Either paraphrase the question in your response, or quote the question in your submission.
And, I think I’ve finally managed to learn how to use the Portfolio tool.
I can’t think clearly enough right now to organize this into a list, but I’m pretty sure these are all the commitments I’ve got (besides work). And I have a little over a week in which to do them.
I’m not sure if I should save getting my pens until the 13th, just to give myself a break and a reward for powering through these last days…