Yeah, looking at my Reader…it would appear I’ve reached another one of those times where I have to again search out people doing interesting things I’d like to read about! Not that the people who are on my Reader are uninteresting; it’s just that there are many fewer than there used to be.
Well, so…today was Thanksgiving, in the U.S. Traditionally, a feast day. I did manage to make triple-ginger gingerbread (it has powdered, fresh, and candied ginger), which is…kind of addictive to eat. 🙂 There is also a full cup of butter in the recipe I used, which…well, means I probably shouldn’t eat the whole pan!
Tomorrow is Black Friday — the beginning of the holiday sales season. I only have two places set to visit, and it’s really up in the air as to whether I’ll go to either of them. Today was spent with close family — M, D, my godmother (or “auntie”), and my “cousin.” 🙂 There was so much good food, particularly helped along by the fact that my cousin smoked a (delicious) turkey and brought it over as a gift.
I was supposed to go and visit extended family — well, I’m supposed to be there right this moment — but by the time I was finished eating, I kind of didn’t want to. There are issues with obligation which causes people to do things they really don’t want to do (like cook a turkey, or eat, or invite in people who shouldn’t be tolerated), and right now it’s reached a level which just causes me to avoid the area.
I did, however, take my little Rattlesnake fetish and feed it for the first time in…I don’t know how long. By “fetish,” I’m not referring to what you probably think I’m referring to. Rattlesnake is a Zuñi fetish — a carved bit of stone that…ideally, has been charged and blessed to retain a totem spirit. The largest characteristic of Rattlesnake that I can remember offhand is one of “transformation,” which I’ve been dealing with, for a while.
I’m fairly certain that Rattlesnake is my totem, about now — it used to be Rabbit, but then it changed. I have three carvings which I connect with: one is Rattlesnake, one Rabbit, and one Beaver (the last one I picked because it was so cute). I tend not to utilize the latter two, so much, but it’s fairly easy to feel Rattlesnake with/in me. I did, though, realize that this trio (transformation, creation, construction) actually probably meshes with me for a reason. (I don’t know if it matters that one might eat another in the wild…)
This actually came up because I brought my “treasure box” to show my godmother…I was showing her my newest finds from the stone shop, and offered to show her the others. She accepted, so I brought them to her — but held on to Rattlesnake’s fetish the whole time in my hand, because I didn’t want Rattlesnake [the spirit] to feel that she was threatened in any way (I don’t think she’s met my godmother, before).
This is particularly so as the “venomous” quality of Rattlesnake, basically her only protection…I’ve felt myself produce before, and don’t want anyone I love to be on the receiving end of it (though it does come in handy when feeling threatened). Though I realize that rattlesnakes will go without biting unless they have no other choice; they know what their bites do.
I am feeling good about feeding Her — the fetishes take offerings of cornmeal, and since I just finished feasting, and Rattlesnake had to put up with being shown to someone, I thought it was optimal to do so in order to avoid an upset spirit.
And, it’s Thanksgiving. Seems appropriate to give thanks, yes? 🙂
As for what comes tomorrow: I know that I need to get to work on all this stuff due within the next 2.5 weeks. M has said that if I wash my hair, she will braid it…I guess it’s getting that long. There isn’t much that I would really want, at the moment, that I don’t already have.
I am thinking about a Pentel brush pen (that is: a brush pen using pigment ink with actual bristles), but in reality, I don’t even know the quality of the ink…and it might be better to go into Japantown to find one of these, than depend on an art supply store. It will be more expensive, but I’ll have many more options. The main drawback is that I won’t be able to read the packaging.
Now that I think of that, it is kind of an intriguing possibility…
…but do I want to drive all that way, for a sale which may or may not be happening?
The alternative, obvious enough to me, is to use the Sumi brushes I have along with actual ink…but I can’t remember how waterproof my ink is. I know it’s tough enough to be permanent on Illustration Board…
Maybe I’ll do that. I mean, first, I’ll have to see if my liquid Sumi ink is going to be waterproof (if I want to use watercolor on top of it, as versus…*patters*…colored pencils, or something). I have Sumi brushes, but I doubt they will fare well with waterproof inks, as they’re natural hair and thus will probably be eaten up by any ink remover (should it get to that point)…which in turn is probably a solvent used in the regular inks. Waterproof liquid Sumi ink — the kind I have, anyway — is pretty toxic.
And, I have no idea where my suzuri (ink grinding stone) is.
I also just realized that I can do this with watercolor paint and watercolor brushes, but it will require working from light to dark. The bright point is that I can get a super-intense black out of my Primary Black gouache.
Which then calls into attention whether I should even be using ink as a media…gouache is more pliable.
Hmm. A Pentel brush pen plus…a suzuri and Professional-quality ink stick, or…looking at brushes?!?
Maybe I should seek an answer to the “waterproof?” question before the night is done…
…and take count of what brushes I already have.